My Script. A Little Tale.

Shopping and Butterflies~

2010-01-01T03:08:00.002+08:00

I've completely lost my mood these few days, and I don't know why =.=

And I'm a bad girlfriend who never visits her boyfriend's blog=[

Also, I feel rather low, hug me!!! x) [[no guys ;) ]]

And my New Year's resolutions?

Dunno, I could make many and achieve none, so it'll be my personal goals ^^

Also, I want a hamster..

!!!

Happy New Year guys

^^]

Yes, and finally, (and if I really could), I've bottled my love, sealed it tight, and let it out at sea, where I've bewitched it to flow over to the beach of the hotel where dear NICHOLAS TAN KAH SENG is staying at now, hope he gets it and loves me more... x)

Me wishes a

HAPPY

JOYOUS

MERRY

FULL-OF-FRIENDSHIP-AND-LAUGHTER

Year to come ^^

FTW...

2009-12-24T03:34:00.003+08:00

My comp's pissing me off and I can't write anythin better than this.. =.=

Every word on it is now either BOLD or italic...

=.=

Anyway, visit http://www.nickbiseasonalgifts.blogspot.com!! And enjoy ^^

The music might change soon..

Yarh..

Lastly, and just saying, that sometimes people don't appreciate others enough. It tends to create a lot of misunderstandings. I felt that if there was more appreciation, problems wouldn't occur, but life isn't always a fairytale... LOL ironic rite?? yarh I still bliv in faeries. lol~

2009-12-22T12:30:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, I remember now =.="
Anyone knows where Christina's gone to?

I mean her blog.. =p

KOREA! >.<

2009-12-22T12:05:00.003+08:00

I dedicate this post to my darlink Kimmiechocs girl.. =D
And to all my 4 Alpha (with the exception of a few Beta's) classmates of '09..
That I loved all you guys and I'm sorry for being the nuisance I am, whenever and wherever >.<

And I do ask a favor, to anyone reading this blogpost now, help me tell around of this blog site so it'll be easier for me to dedicate messages off to people..

You know, so people actually READ them >.<>

Enjoy ^^

I liked it.. Loved it cause it was.. weird. =x

Anyway, been off to Korea for the week so my blog died, well there'll be pics in FB, its a huge trouble to upload them here =[
I remember having more to say, but I forgot, so..
Merry Christmas ^^

2009-12-12T01:48:00.003+08:00

Honestly, I cant remember being bored, boring, as well as camwhoring as much as this in my life ==

Make me fall asleep!! Cuz I cant =[

2009-12-07T04:18:00.004+08:00

Harlo~

Erm.

There's really nuthin to blog about...

But what a waste to abandon my blog ritee...

>.<

Bored as anythin... =[

2009-12-02T13:18:00.003+08:00

Weee!!

I officially got myself Kim's old hairstyle~

And I'm loving it xD

What a waste she cut her hair a little shorter :(

Doesn't matter anyways^^

She's still a good fwen.

TWIN=P

-Before-

-After-

I told the stylist to cut like.. below the eye (for my fringe)

=.=

-This was when Nick was driving, so since he couldn't look at the cam, I thought, lets both not, right? xD-

Rudolph~

2009-11-24T00:19:00.004+08:00

So... I came out of the shower.. and thought i'd be stylish today..

so these are before-after pics... well honestly I myself cant tell any difference.. LOL was just bored^^

Anyway merry christmas.... >.>

Who says we cant celebrate too early?? ... =x

Brand New Eyes !!

2009-11-21T18:09:00.003+08:00

I wanna know what it'd be like

To find perfection in my pride

To see nothing in the light

But turn it off

In all my spite

I'll turn it off

Just turn it off.

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I know sound like some crappy emo shit crap I'm trying to say right LOL

Its one of Paramore's new songs, Turn It Off =]

And the rest of the album didn't quite impress me.. TT

She did a good job nevertheless, just wasn't quite my type lol

Gingerly.

2009-11-20T17:12:00.002+08:00

Pictures, sweets, warmth and love

Make up an everlasting cove

Of potion on a stove

Potion of remarkable boasts

Of our love.

Bicker and screams

Ingredients of a horrible dream

We let them stream

Unto the paths of our ways

Destroys like a laser beam.

Sometimes the sore loser

I could never keep my head lower

Only to hinder

The treasured pride

Of my respectable partner.

Now sitting under the moonlight

Feeling ever so light

Watched over in sight

By none other than him

Tender, warm and alright.

My plight to fulfill

Unresting only till

It becomes his will

To forgive this girl

For her awful characteristics of ill.

Not expecting a surprise so cheery

I'm being cared for so gingerly

It was just like him, always so cheeky.

Tarot card of death...

2009-11-13T01:15:00.003+08:00

My blog is going to the gallows if I dont make it more interesting soon =.=

HELP 0.0

If this cat personally interests you, let me explain what a cute name Poptart was given xDD

Sadly its not my cat =[

Exams are over ^^

2009-11-13T00:58:00.004+08:00

I don't actualy know if their exams are over, but congrats to those SAM students who have finished theirs !!

Now you guys can laugh all u want at SPM/ICPU students^^ go ahead.. Nicholas (MY boyfren) wont mind ^^ heh xD

More good news? its the grades that count... happy waiting for the resuts xD i'm sure it just builds tension in those who really wanna know them x]
Im not worrying cz i've already got mine xD

Blehh...

2009-11-11T01:34:00.003+08:00

To whoever who had misused my chatbox over thr..

Have fun with it ^^

Cause I cant give a damn about your stupid pranks =]

Prom awaits... xD

2009-11-11T01:11:00.003+08:00

I had some makeup try-outs a few days back.. its for prom next wednesday^^ personally i prefer the second one more (its mixed blue hues and white..lol i know it can hardly be seen >< ) but I did post these pics up in hope that my readers would give some honest opinions =DD

And a little something to drool over? xD its fried radish cakes from Taiping, and eating only two of them can make you feel nauseous..[to me xD] cause of its really high content of OIL ==... i think.. LOL =]

Support~!!

2009-11-10T00:34:00.003+08:00

Please do think about what happens to people out there who are
suffering silently, clenched in their own personal grudge of sorrow, think about
how they would feel, because they really need your help.

Check out SocialVibe on this blog now.

2009-11-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

Very random randoms, but i dont care=]

After-exams euphoria.

2009-11-10T00:13:00.003+08:00

Their KLCC-Jenga project. Which our good friend Tze Win and I dont remember who else helped ruin during our 5+ (or so) failed attempts. Don't I make it sound so.. interesting? lol wth...

Then we had railway-track-inspired Dominos using the Jenga pieces ^^ It failed too lolol...

I got no better work to do. Pfft... xP

I'm figuring out ways to upgrade my profile.. without paying? lol..

Money? ? ...

2009-11-09T22:34:00.001+08:00

After being really dead for a long time, my blog is sort of..back?

First update, quite obvious, is the removal of my playlist, cz.. i dun really know but I wanted to,...

Wel Im hungry now and will update better stuff later ^^

40th anniversary of Sesame Street ^^

2009-11-05T19:16:00.003+08:00

I don't even like Sesame Street. LOL

And I shouldn't be blogging... not that I wanted to, but since its their anniversary...

Don't he look kinda like Bart from The Simpsons? xD sry if I get the spelling wrong ><

Updates~!

2009-10-19T03:30:00.003+08:00

The playlist will change in time, cz I believe its getting boring=]

...

But the time to change it will come sometime in time=]

...

Happy waiting ^^

Me with nothing better to do =]

2009-10-19T03:07:00.004+08:00

I'm blogging cause I cant sleep and I can't sleep cause I'm blogging.

And Blogger's pissing the 'toot' out of me cause I cant upload anything=]

Forgive my sordid language.

Im just dreaming.

2009-10-16T13:28:00.003+08:00

Its really hard to know what the future has in store for you, but I'm still living life like it doesn't matter.

I believe in miracles, so should you! :D

+++

My mum did this, it was really cute xD

My baby's always the best~ ^^ =D

2009-10-13T02:32:00.003+08:00

Why does everything in me feel so twisted...

Its fall, and the leaves are falling.

Why do I feel like this when you're not around..?

I'm hurting you, when you care so much about me.

And more~

2009-10-08T21:02:00.003+08:00

Mines Shopping Fair^^
Baby's soon-to-be car LOL

Dinner at Bubba Gump's

Snapshots at Miss World Malaysia 2009

More randoms~

2009-10-08T20:52:00.003+08:00

LOL. My impulse=]

Me n Kim walking to A&W
*smile!*

Some stacky-pencil-and-pen-on-dog-on-mentos game><

Mine is the second one, Kim's is the first ^^

For the sake of Blogging =]

2009-10-08T20:44:00.003+08:00

First time seeing a snail.. Up close.

Awesome shoes I wanna get for Nick and Nick. LOL. [my bro and my baby^^]

My chem experiments.. Which turned out great.

LAZY!

2009-10-08T01:39:00.004+08:00

I've cut my hair, know I need to study and don't wanna uploads any pics from my phone.

Amnesia.

2009-10-05T01:13:00.002+08:00

One day I just wanna blow up and forget everthing,

cz everything hurts so bad I just dont want to have anything anymore.

I dont think I can take it anymore.

And yet I'm still just letting life drift.

Hopelessly.

Dance with the enemy.

2009-10-04T23:57:00.003+08:00

Words can only hurt, but I'm always using them.

Am I playing with feelings, upturning everything, dancing with the enemy?

I don't wanna be this way...

i feel empty and i dont wanna know why.

Nooo!!

2009-10-01T19:54:00.002+08:00

I've written a whole long post, clicked publish, and realized that I've pulled out that USB thingy that gives me internet... what the heck! lol

So yeah...everything I've written.. 'typed' =P is now gone... guess I'll try to do it up again=]

Due to certain misunderstandings about my previous post, I'd like to comment that..

NO, that is NOT my hand=]

My mum would've killed me if that was..

And my hand would've been so ugly by now =[

Btw, I just remembered that the picture, I had gotten it from deviantart, and it was done using a Sharpie and some fake blood.. (hmmm...fake blood...?)

I'm sorry to have caused any worries=[

Anyway, this is a very boring post as nothing much has happened today, other than my almost-2-hour talk with my baby, which I enjoyed, and in which we didn't fight... lol

I've a pic of a shiny stuff I had made out of my chem. experiment, but I cant be too bothered about getting it to the comp from my phone cause I'm a lazy darn bum right now.... =D

Meanwhile, support a cause and save lives=]

Scroll down to my SocialVibe widget and you'll know what I mean=]

Sorry...

2009-09-30T19:56:00.003+08:00

I wanna stop worrying about you

So I don't have to hurt so much

I just dont know how to do it.

So I'm really sorry...

I don't know what to do.

Causes =D

2009-09-28T18:35:00.001+08:00

Please help the depressed, by supporting the cause.

To Write Love on Her Arms

Click a link, prevent suicide.

Oh yeah, scroll right down=]

Then you'll know what I mean=]

Lol..

Another boring day.

2009-09-28T18:06:00.001+08:00

Nice rightt? lol xD
I scribbled on some rough paper, thought it started to look like a horse, then made it into a ...
Friggin crappy unicorn.
I get soooo bored sometimes=]

2009-09-27T13:15:00.001+08:00

I never seek for help, and I dont know why. Is this my plea, or my shield...?

Cause I'm vain=]

2009-09-26T01:36:00.000+08:00

Gummy worms from Aussie ^^

Thanks to Joshua's mum and dad for buying them from Aus. some time ago =]]

Yeah, i DID bite half off already, if you're wondering ... =P mmm, gummy worms~

Wooo~ Refreshments!

2009-09-25T03:04:00.000+08:00

A new blog is well.. Made =]

Check it out!! Its my baby's blog x]

Psst.. I helped do it up and felt so good about it ><

http://www.redskateboards.blogspot.com

RODENTS!! i like them =p

2009-09-24T17:39:00.000+08:00

I went to KLCC and we decided (me n nick) to watch G-Force in 3D, and we were already.. 40 mins late. But we had popcorn!! ^^

There wasn't any earlier show, and i cant watch anything later than the 4.20 G-Force 3D movie... Well I had to be back home by 7...which I didnt make it and only reached home at around 9... x]

Yeah, I could've left out the popcorn since it was a HUGE line, but I liked my popcorn.. how often do I watch movies, anyway? =D

No pic uploads. Im lazy to upload any =p

And thanks to my fellow classmates (4Alpha) for suggesting that i cut my fringe, also thanks to Christine/Christina for giving me the idea of cutting it myself, I finally did it erm.. Last Saturday=]

Hope the difference shows, cause it doesn't seem to.. ><

Well I feel like cutting it again.. haha~ Very impulsive right~ Hey, at least its free!^^

Realize it.

2009-09-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

Nails, again=]

I got so darn lazyy to blog!! =[

I still am, but what the heck =]

I kept wondering though, what's the darn point of blogging anyway?

Lol...

Here are some random pics of me and everything else=]

2009-09-17T00:53:00.000+08:00

Sheep carries kitty ... =P

Kitty didn't like sheep xD

Picture was taken and edited by Oye =D THX ^^

Self-Adore

2009-09-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

I'm just loving my new mixpod... Yeah.. And I had to blog about it..

Paramore!! xD

2009-09-13T18:28:00.000+08:00

It says GUARDIAN ANGEL with a little heart at the end, but its not too clear =\ but i don't care=]

One day in school, i decided to be really lame and made my little lovely 'Patrick the Unicorn!' out of Kim's plushie and key... =D

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Oh yeah, if ever *toot* reads this, F*** YOU =]

I don't need friends like you.

You seem to be amazingly full of friends, so u can go cry to them for losing me.

You seemed so much more matured than this when I knew you.

What a great disguise you wore.

Stop F****** breaking up my heart and live ur happy life, one that I think is full of shit =]

And no, Im not gonna take ur sorrys. If u ever get the balls to say it.

May God bless ur selfish little pathetic heart=]

May I also just let you know, Im so grateful I have people who care for me, cause sometimes I really wonder if u ever did. No offence intended :)

Life.

2009-09-09T19:32:00.001+08:00

I've been unwell for so long.

I'm just glad to be okay again.

I really wondered, what went wrong with me these past few months.

Its like I'm having a strong battle in my head.

Maybe its time for me to tell myself, make peace.

Everything's just gonna be alright.

Love.

2009-09-09T00:16:00.000+08:00

No, I'm not les.

The photos I promised =p

2009-09-06T18:55:00.000+08:00

Right after cutting my hair and I went to Pyramid.. For fun...

Then I washed my hair so it looks messier now...

And. Another..

Then I wanted to cam-whore lol.... It was a little too bright...

Ta-Da~!

Weeeee~~

2009-09-06T01:49:00.000+08:00

I got a haircut and Im lovin it, but I got so darn lazy to upload the one and only photo (i took it candid and it was GOOD lol.. anyway, i thought of taking another photo but i was lazy again... yar.. can see it by the way im typing carelessly..)

2009-09-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

I found a little wild flower growing in the middle of nowhere! ^^ lol =.=

But it did sprung up in the most odd place anyone would expect a flower to grow, so .. here are pics =D

A less close-up shoot, to show it's surrondings.. =p

Random pic of my brother carrying a tiny bag=]

And me, breaking into campus with an unusable student ID x] it was Nick's old one =P

This was on the 21st of August, after Canteen Day =]

2009-09-02T19:46:00.000+08:00

1.Four names that ur friends call you
x Libby
x Bi
x Lobster
x Lobby
... my hubby calls me baby LOL x]

2.Four most important dates in ur life
x 6-8-08
x 23-3-91
x all my family's bdays
x 22-7-93

3.Four things you've done in the last 30 minutes
x Blogged
x Passed the phone to my mum
x Texted Nick
x Thought about making Kim's bday card.

4.Four ways to be happy
x Stop emo-ing
x Look on the bright side
x Do what you want in life, unless its something like raping or killing.. ...
x Motivate urself=]

5.Four people you miss from your past
x Friends
x Deceased
x Teachers who've helped me
x People I've met for only a short while but lost contact with

6.Four gifts would you like to receive
x LOLs
x Things I want
x Hugs
x Everyone I love to be happy

7.Four of your current hobbies
x Reading
x Skateboarding
x Swimming
x Being happy

8.Four places you want to go for vacation
x Canada
x Hong Kong
x New York
x Maldives
wow...many more ><

9.Four of your favourite drinks
x Ribena
x Milk
x Fizzy drinks
x Water and many more ><

10.Four things that always found in ur bag
x Purse
x iPod
x Phone
x hmmm... Nothing that's constant, but I always leave an eyeliner or extra hairclip/ hairband in my bag =D

11.Four of your favourite colours
x Black
x Orange
x Silver
x Red

12.Top four of your hangouts
x Pyramid
x Lagoon
x Anywhere lol
x A park maybe =]

13.Top four people that you love so much
x Me
x Nick
x My family, esp mum
x Friends, maybe but not as much =]

14.Top four things that are special to you
x Me
x Nick
x Food LOL
x Family, God, and being happy ^^

15.Top four who you think will answer this tag
What kind of question is this??

16.Top four reasons why you answered this survey
x Felt like it
x Haven't done survey in a long time
x Chun Keat's (whom I got this from) answers amused me.. lol wth then i got inspired..lol
x Being random =]

The people who are going to be tagged
x Anyone =]]

Lazyyyy!!! =p

2009-09-02T18:59:00.001+08:00

Look! Its my boyfriend! Lol... =DD
This is a candle orament I really liked in Keily's hse.

Nick tried to carve my name into ice-cream. Hahahahahahhaha Good try anyways! ^^ You can actually see the first 'B' there.. it's box-like, like any digital watch would've shown the number 8 =] But on the ice-cream itself, the 'LIBBY' was pretty clear.. stupid camera cant capture them =p

More pics of me and nick at Kei's house =] I was supposed to put these pics below the rest, but it was.. too troublesome ^^

I cam-whored. Hahahahahaha

Last Sunday I got the invitation from Keily or my brother or whoever.. To go to Kei's Farewell celebration^^ It was at her house and was super-awesome.. to me=]]

She invited Nick too, and i was desperate for him to come... LOL.. very desperate ><

We had homecooked dinner, Louise made nice sweets and she cooked something but since all the food was great, I guess so was her cooking ;]

We ate in the little gazebo thing beside the pool and then talked.
Some guy who came just looked exactly like Jone...
And we later on noticed he's eveything like Jone, only a little taller and thinner..
I think Jone seemed more likable than him though>< maybe its because I often see him with Keily, its too hard to imagine a replacement for Jone .... =[

Anyway, we watched tv, talked, talked, rode bikes, everyone started dating.. ok, only me and my brother >< Anyway, I rode in that Jone-like guy's car.. or whoever's car.. and it was AWESOME for a proton LOL. was it a proton? I think so...

This one thing I did, was when I separated from everyone else and went to drive Nick's old car x] with Nick as my -teacher- =D It wasn't a social thing to do but I didn't regret anyways =] I could drive!! Woohoo xDD

Oh yea, the pic up there says, I *heart* the driver - by Libby
LOL
Too bad the 'r' faded before I could take the pic =[

' "I got star" *stupid wide grin*'... That's what Nick said and did lol.. He had put his hand above the candle ornament=] If u see closely, there's his head and hand =]] lol i love my dearest xD

Purely Gay. LOL

2009-08-29T01:28:00.001+08:00

Was there no mistake, there would've been no regret to suffer from.

I'm just glad everything's back to normal in my life =]

My mistakes have avenged itself, creating a great lesson in repayment of the damage it's caused. Hallelujah.

Lets all hope Paramore comes to Malaysia! ><

Plus, in my ambition of becoming a nutritionist, I found this quote by David Servan-Schreiber which I really liked=] ::

The extensive research published in the last decade alone
proves that what you eat can have a profound effect on your protection against
cancer.

Moody ><

2009-08-28T19:49:00.000+08:00

Me and Louise during Merdeka Celebration Day^^~
The hairstyle Christine did for me for MCD...
I loved it ^^
But I guess I walked too roughly or somethin and it came off TT
But thanks to Christine for it ^^

A very nice view of Sunway Lagoon hotel.

And last but not least, me and my dearest =D
We didn't look too good after World Stage ><

Blogger wouldn't let me post more pics than that (for my last post) so that's why there're two posts=]

I Love You...

Paper Stars.

2009-08-28T19:17:00.000+08:00

They're still in progress ^^

Anyway.. This is a kiwi! ^^ ...

Don't blame me for being bored sitting at home..

And.. This is probably one of the best pics that I've got of the stage during World Stage Msia =]]

And the crowd...

And, this is my friend driving a proton Saga illegally=]

{ While I drove a BMW x] }

This was the nail design i came up with for Canteen Day=]

0.=

2009-08-27T03:56:00.000+08:00

Well.. I just realized, I leaked out my surprise to..ehem.. u know=]
But..what's wrong with that, right? xD
More stars to come =]
yep. Boring post.

Revived!

2009-08-27T03:35:00.000+08:00

My blog's been dead for ages...

These are the 261 stars I've made for Nick =]

Something just happened, my dad had a nightmare and he screamed so loud and sudden, it made me scream =.=

Now im kinda still shaking so ill take my coward self back to bed for now.

Happy holidays=]

O and its like.. 4 am... tsk tsk tsk ~

Love.

2009-08-17T02:46:00.000+08:00

Baby...

I posted this just to tell you...

Pictures may be sweeter than the best honey...

But what u see in these pics.. u'll see much sweeter in my heart =]

If love had arms, my love is just stretching its arms super-long, groping for you..

Baby, I love you so much... Thank you ^^.

Baboon-minded me.

2009-08-17T02:41:00.000+08:00

Well I'd be all crazy about World Stage now but ... too tired.

Anyway...

To that.. *tooooooooot* -woman- who just LOVES to diss me and yeah, you know who else u diss.

Im sorry, but I cant bear to say anything hurtful to a friendless person.

Friendless. That's just so much worse than my worst times.

Pfft.

Moving forward in reverse mode.

2009-08-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

Like my river's breaking into two. Where should I go from here on? The obvious path lays just before me; What if I take the turn instead? My mind says no. My heart pulls.

Copyright.

2009-08-10T02:54:00.000+08:00

Awh yarh.. That pic was taken by my very own cam [the river] so its copyrighted. Ask me if u wanna use it! ^^

Scars

2009-08-10T02:04:00.000+08:00

The most important thing's that were still together; the best part of it is that no one's broken us apart; I just felt so lucky God gave u that shoulder for me to cry on [though, its very HARD and BIG ><] and that heart to LOVE ONLY ME xDD

And forgetting that little bit of nonsense, I truly do love u as many grains of sand every beach can hold =]

I love you.

***

I don't know what's going on in my brain sometimes. Clear the fog for me. Let the river flow me through my confusion, the waterfall at the end to wake me up to a new beginning.

***

Scars won't fade away. But neither do memories. They overcome the brutality of having a scar. The memories that came from you hid every scar.

Thank you baby.

2009-08-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today's full of reckless emotion.

Oya new skin!! Self-made xD ><

***

Happy Anniversary again dear ^^

Went out to celebrate today and seems somehow things got screwed up... But it was a really enjoyable anniversary celebration in the end =] We didn't take any pics so I'll just post this one here [[i think its HOT lol]]

***
Happy Sweet 16th Kimbo xDD

***
I just dont wanna tolerate with this anymore.

I never wanna put up with u like this at all.

Why does it still happen?

I never wish i was ur friend.

It hurts to let go

It hurts to bear with you.

Baby~

2009-08-06T02:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Anniversary Dear!!!

God Bless You =]

Far Away..

2009-07-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

I feel like everything's falling apart for me...

I want to put it back together

I dont wanna stay broken.

Where should I go from here?

I've no goal to reach..

Not even a compass.

Everything's far apart.

Nothing I can reach

Nothing I can hold on to.

Love.

2009-07-19T20:53:00.000+08:00

Saturday! ^^

2009-07-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

i DROVE =D

Hate.

2009-07-14T03:09:00.000+08:00

I really.. really.. reallyyy.. HATE. My new layout.

I searched about..40+ pages of layouts and finally found this one i THOUGHT would look good, and....

Yeah. Results are all over my blog page.

I wanted so bad to at least make the words..every one of them.. readable.. but heck. Just cant be bothered anymore =]

I'll try to make changes for the better ASAP ^^

Oya. Its 3 in the morning, I'm having a flu, and I'm being very cranky =]

Randomm ! ^^

2009-07-12T19:29:00.001+08:00

I did her hair =D

Prom Night '09 xD

And that was all =]

You n' Me <3

2009-07-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

Reaching as I sink down into light ...

Bullcrap

2009-07-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

I thought I'd tried hard enough to please you

And this is what i get

The name of 'boy crazy'

Sometimes life is too hard to cope with your nuisance

But Life still demands that I do so

I guess I still will
=]

Life.

2009-06-30T04:04:00.000+08:00

Its screwed up.

Isolation.

2009-06-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

It wasn't my choice to be unhappy,

but you were unreachable when I looked for you.

Saturday !!

2009-06-27T18:33:00.000+08:00

People like me deserve not to
live.

I hate nightmares..

2009-06-27T02:38:00.000+08:00

La la la la la ~

I held a shotgun or some sort =x yesterday! xD

I liked it.

They wouldn't let me take it home... ='[

Another random pic...'Yang' means sheep in mandarin. Its also my what i call my.. fiance, boyfriends, wtv.. ^^

And finally, my retarded friend =]
Yep..

Conspiracy

2009-06-20T02:36:00.000+08:00

explain to me

this conspiracy against me

I haven't posted for so friggin long!

2009-06-20T01:56:00.001+08:00

Here's the dam tag i promised..

I think i didn't post cause i kept forgetting =D

***

Haha, I've a follower =]

Tag ::

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 10 people and posts their names, than goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

´ What would you like to learn to do?
Parkour, shooting?, guitars and drums.

´ What’s the last thing you bought?
Orange Soda =D

´ What are you listening to right now?
Paramore!

´ What is your favorite weather?
Snowy ^^

´ What is your most challenging goal right now?
Being a better me.

´ What do you think about the person who tagged you?
Nice=]

´ If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would it be?
Wherever my fiance wants xD

´ If you could swap lives with anyone for one day who would it be and why?
Peter the disciple =D

´ If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
New York!

´What would you like to have in your hands at right now?
nothing

´ Which language do you wanna learn?
Hokkien and idk.. something else=]

´ What do you look for in a friend?
Who the person is at his/her heart

´ Who do you want to meet in person?
Dont know=]

´ If you had $100 now what would you spend on it?
Nothing=] I'll keep it.

´ Things you wish you could change in the past?
Nth ~

´ Fashion Pet Peeve?
Er..

´ Do you admire anyone’s style?
Nop. LOL

´ Describe your personal style.
Emo lol.. dunno. Its minee xD

´ What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?
Choc, strawberry, sorbets..

´ What’s your favorite pass time?

Reading, stuffs to do with music, being random, anything fun.

´ What make up do you use a lot?
Eyeliner.

´ Do you get enough beauty sleep? Yes or no? Why?
No, i get distracted with texting him =D

´ Why did you start your (beauty) blog?
I dont have one. Why would i?

´ What do you think is the best feature about yourself?
=]] oh, you can find that out yourself ~ xD

Magazine Cover Design!

2009-06-19T03:06:00.001+08:00

I didn't post yesterday bcuz i was

busy and i was lazy anyway.

And i wanna sleep..

Now..

Nevertheless, my mag design =]]

Also.. I've been tagged =] Wait for the post tommorow (yah, i know its boring) xDD

Blogger's pissing me off cz my line spacing's just soo big =[

RAWR

2009-06-17T02:25:00.000+08:00

I WANT EMO HAIR

Cloudy..

2009-06-16T01:43:00.000+08:00

Good News All!!

I made use of my Saturday Bear ><

=DD

Other than that,

today's just pretty wrecked up and sad.

Remember the times we used to spend together skipping classes?

I'll never forget them.

You're the one I wanna be with.

I have no regrets.

More tags =DD

2009-06-15T03:02:00.000+08:00

I couldn't post last night cause I was halfway typing when my mum called me to go to bed..

So this will be yesterday's post =]

Woah..

I got tagged 3 times

By two people =]

Yeah.. sucks =[

I'll just do them anyway.

***

1. The person who tagged you is : Kimbo =D
2. Your relationship with him/her is : Twin Fairy !
3. Your first impression of him/her is: I really wanna know her.
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is: Sometime during sports day or during the preps for Sports Day i think.
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: _____ xD
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that: Nth. Or. Learn to cook.
If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do: Not see her
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: Broke my trust
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: See her lol. Havent done so in weeks!
11. Your overall impression on him/her is: unique in her own way :)
12. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: Nth
13. The most ideal person you want to be is: me =D
14. For people who care and love you, say something to them: Really? Thx! ^^
15. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Hwei Mynn
2. Melvyn
3. Rachel
4. Kimbo
5. Poh Ming
6. Tze Win
7. Nick
8. Sherly
9. Mich
10. Xiao Huei

16. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
a lot lol ~
17. Is 9 a male or a female?
Female
18. What is 2 studying at the moment?
His SPM
19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Nick n Mich
20. What kind of music does 8 like?
LOL...idk
21. Does 1 have any siblings?
yup
22. Is 4 single?
yup
23. What is the surname of 5?
Ding
24. What's the hobby of 3?
Lol. Er.. Drums and guitars =D
25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
Sure~ they're cousins =D
26. Where is 10 studying at?
I dont know..she's my kindie best friend and after that i lost contact..
27. Say something casual about your eyes:
they're big..
28. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
nop~ xD
29. Where does 9 live?
Singapore..Jurong myb
30. What colour does 4 like?
Black and Red, now PINK! ^^
31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
yep=]
32. Does 2 like 7?
i dont really think so..
33. How did you get to know 8?
School.
34. Does 3 have any pets?
dont think so
35. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
of course! xD
36. Are you sexy?
no, im fat =]
37. What am I doing now?
couple of stuffs

***

All 21 people that are listed out must do this unless you don't have a blog.Write the names of 21 friends you can think of right now.Then answer the following questions, if you don't know the real answer, say you are guessing.

1. Kimmie

2. Michelle Tay

3. Nick =]

4. Tze Win

5. Melvyn

6. Christina

7. Sherly

8. Rachel

9. Wern Cher

10. Nicholas Lee

11. Vivien

12. Chun Keat

13. Nuraini

14. Kevin

15. Poh Ming

16. Hwei Mynn

17. Tulsy

18. Natalie

19. Christine Lee

20. Nicole

21. Nikki

How did you meet 13[Nuraini]?

School

What would you do if 4[Tze Win] and 5[Melvyn] dated?

Eeewww..

Have you seen 11[Viven] cry?

I've never met her =x

Would 18[Natalie] and 19[Nicole] make a good couple?

You tell me.. They're sisters..

Do you think 2[Michelle Tay] is attractive?

LOL hell yeah. lol -.-

What is 15[Poh Ming]'s fav colour?

Er. Wood?

When was the last time you talked to 12[Chun Keat]?

Last Wednesday at Sunway Lagoon

What language does 16[Hwei Mynn] speak?

Er. Eng, BM, lil Mandarin.. maybe canton, she never told i think><><

Who is 21[Nikki] going out with?

Ask her brother[3]! ><

Would you ever date 14[Kevin]?

no=] too young..

Does 17[Tulsy] secretly dream about 10[Nicholas Lee]?

Eeewww.. hope not..

What is the best thing about 20[Nicole]?

She's nice and has a TWIN! =D

What would you like to tell 18[Natalie] right now?

Nth. lol. See you?

Does 9[Wern Cher] wanna be gay?

Wow.. she's a girl anyway.. so no.

Have you ever kissed 8[Rachel]?

LOL no !

What is the best memory you have of 6[Christina]?

The getting to know her parts.. and lagoon i guess=]

When is the next time you are gonna see 7[Sherly]?

tmrw! =D

How is 3[Nick] different than 4[Tze Win]?

The only difference is one is shorter but older xDD[Nick]

Is 1[Kimmie] hot?

LOL rather yeah.

What was your first impression of 11[Vivien]?

Dunno. Nick just says she's tomboyish xDD oh yeah. Matured=] Very=]

How did you meet 12[Chun Keat]?

School

Is 20[Nicole] your best friend?

hmmm..

Do you hate 18[Natalie]?

Lol never=]

Have you seen 6[Christina] in the last month?

Yep

Would 5[Melvyn] eat something that you cooked?

Guess not=]

Have you been to 21[Nikki]'s house?

Lol yeah but only at the porch ><

When is the next time you will see 14[Kevin]?

tmrw^^

Are you in love with 15[Poh Ming]?

...

Have you been to the movies with 16[Hwei Mynn]?

Yep

Have you gotten in trouble with 7[Sherly]?

Myb ><

Would you give 8[Rachel] a hug?

yeah :)

Has 2[Michelle Tay] ever lied to you on purpose?

I'll believe she hasn't=]

Is 19[Christine Lee] good at flirting?

Lol she's cute><

Do you know a secret about 17[Tulsy]?

Hmm... Na =]

Describe the relationship between 18[Natalie] and 19[Christine Lee].

Same school

What's the best thing about your friendship with 16[Hwei Mynn]?

She can be there for me when i needed her ><

Have you ever slept with 9[Wern Cher]?

LOL nonono =D

How long have you known 1[Kimmie]?

Er..coming 6 months.lol

Does 3[Nick] have a boyfriend?

No. He has me=]

Have you ever wanted to punch 18[Natalie] in his face?

Lol yeah when i called her cz i couldn't reach nicholas, and i called like 20+times but she didn't answer><>

Does 9[Wern Cher] want to meet your parents?

no..why would she?

How did you meet 10[Nicholas Lee]?

Dunno.. the stupid brother who kicked me and laughed when i was little @@

Do you purposely physically hurt 5[Melvyn]?

Lol i might have..

Do you live close to 13[Nuraini]?

Nop

What is 6[Christina]'s fav food?

um..korean?

What kind of car does 11[Vivien] have?

Idk if she drives...

Have you travelled anywhere with 15[Poh Ming]?

Emm.. think so><

If you give 12[Chun Keat] one million bucks, what would she do with it?

Buy lots of bread -.- its in his facebook quiz -.-

=]]

Day Bears ?? =]

2009-06-14T04:34:00.001+08:00

I bought myself a Saturday Bear!
Its really cute and.. it moves. LOL

i just don't know what to do with it..
=[

Anyway, I still don't know what to do with it. I could've GIMPed the images but its like.. almost 5 in the morning so.. yeah.. too lazy x]

Hmmmmm....

I made him pose!

=DD

I decide to maybe sling it to my pencil box, when i get it back =]

I left it in my Sunday School since weeks ago ><

Also...

A tribute to my friend to show off his car xD

2009-06-13T00:35:00.000+08:00

Don't cry dear =]

Tag =]

2009-06-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

1. The person who tagged you is : Christina Lee Min Soo

2. Your relationship with him/her is : Friend

3. Your first impression of him/her is: Dam pretty lol

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is: Outings.. meeting her for the first time =]

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: ((I think I've yet to hear it..hmmm=S))

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that: Breaking up with *eh hem* first so she can spend time with me xD

If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do: Cry

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: Dunno.. she wont be my enemy unless she burns my family on purpose or somethin..

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Wish her and Melvyn could last forever.

11. Your overall impression on him/her is: Very pretty, very hardworking.

12. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: Nothin. I love me.

13. The most ideal person you want to be is: The best of 'me'.

14. For people who care and love you, say something to them: Thx. Its very touching that you do. Yea, and thx. =D

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1. Christina

2. Nicholas

3. Michelle Tay

4. Ding xD

5. Kimberly

6. Tze Win

7. Chun Keat

8. Sherly

9. Lye Hwei Mynn

10. Rachel Choe

11. Edward Tay

16. Who is 6 having a relationship with?

Many.. xDD

17. Is 9 a male or a female?

Female

18. What is 2 studying at the moment?

SAM

19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?

Kim and Nick

20. What kind of music does 8 like?

Hannah Montana? =S dont really know...

21. Does 1 have any siblings?

Yep.

22. Is 4 single?

Yeah.

23. What is the surname of 5?

Teoh

24. What's the hobby of 3?

Im not sure.. playing the flute maybe..

25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?

Yeah. Pity 7 maybe xD

26. Where is 10 studying at?

Sri Sedaya

27. Say something casual about your eyes:

I like them =]

28. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?

LOLOL... Yeah he's my fiance now..

29. Where does 9 live?

Somewhere not near my house

30. What colour does 4 like?

Wood I think. She likes antique stuffs =]

31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?

They're friends.. dunno about good friends

32. Does 2 like 7?

Yep.

33. How did you get to know 8?

School.

34. Does 3 have any pets?

Don't think so..

35. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?

LOL yea? na, my fiance's more sexy xD

36. Are you sexy?

To Nicholas, yeah, to me no. Im fat =]

37. What am I doing now?

This laa...

Haircut??

2009-06-11T04:20:00.000+08:00

Okayy..
So today..after many days of envy..I put on emo makeup.. =D

And then took a picture, edited it (put some emo hair, sparkles etc) and...

Wa La...

The end result?

I look like a 'lala' (some people call it jpop) girl... #$%^

Comments and critics welcome. ^^

2009-06-09T21:06:00.000+08:00

And so she pushes all the work to me, Louise, Wern Cher, Rachel, and whoever else i choose.. *wicked grin*
=D

My Magazine - Events - Background Layout (Images are then inserted with a contrasting border) :

I had one more, but it wont load. Its basically a sketched image of the first..

Critics and comments welcome =]

Let Me Scream My Lungs Out, Direct My Confused Heart

2009-06-09T03:17:00.000+08:00

Its so hard to see
A broken heart
Though
You may leave me be
The wounds can heal
Pain will evaporate

Anger that was released
Will not be taken back
The memory of it will stay
To those of whom witnessed
It is weak
To let this emotion owerpower
And so I've heard

But let this die here
The memory of pain will stay
Let the feeling die
Cz no one deserves
To hold the pain of heartache
For anyone else

...

Don't frown
Its not your fault
My dear
=]

May the Stars Watch Over You When I am Not There.

2009-06-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

Baby when I'm not there
The stars will look down at you
Shining their brightest light
And baby you will know
That I'm looking out for you

The stars that shine upon you tonight
And every night
Are the stars that look after you
Look at them
And you will find me there

May its warmth comfort your heart
Just as mine would
And close your eyes my dear
Another day is ending
Let your worries fly
I'm here with you tonight

So near yet so far.

Ickkyy. My guardian angel ~