Life.

Its screwed up.

Isolation.

It wasn't my choice to be unhappy,

but you were unreachable when I looked for you.

Saturday !!

People like me deserve not to
live.

I hate nightmares..

La la la la la ~

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I held a shotgun or some sort =x yesterday! xD

I liked it.

They wouldn't let me take it home... ='[

Another random pic...'Yang' means sheep in mandarin. Its also my what i call my.. fiance, boyfriends, wtv.. ^^

And finally, my retarded friend =]
Yep..

Conspiracy

explain to me

this conspiracy against me

I haven't posted for so friggin long!

Here's the dam tag i promised..

I think i didn't post cause i kept forgetting =D

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Haha, I've a follower =]

Tag ::

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 10 people and posts their names, than goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

´ What would you like to learn to do?
Parkour, shooting?, guitars and drums.

´ What’s the last thing you bought?
Orange Soda =D

´ What are you listening to right now?
Paramore!

´ What is your favorite weather?
Snowy ^^

´ What is your most challenging goal right now?
Being a better me.

´ What do you think about the person who tagged you?
Nice=]

´ If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would it be?
Wherever my fiance wants xD

´ If you could swap lives with anyone for one day who would it be and why?
Peter the disciple =D

´ If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
New York!

´What would you like to have in your hands at right now?
nothing

´ Which language do you wanna learn?
Hokkien and idk.. something else=]

´ What do you look for in a friend?
Who the person is at his/her heart

´ Who do you want to meet in person?
Dont know=]

´ If you had $100 now what would you spend on it?
Nothing=] I'll keep it.

´ Things you wish you could change in the past?
Nth ~

´ Fashion Pet Peeve?
Er..

´ Do you admire anyone’s style?
Nop. LOL

´ Describe your personal style.
Emo lol.. dunno. Its minee xD

´ What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?
Choc, strawberry, sorbets..

´ What’s your favorite pass time?

Reading, stuffs to do with music, being random, anything fun.

´ What make up do you use a lot?
Eyeliner.

´ Do you get enough beauty sleep? Yes or no? Why?
No, i get distracted with texting him =D

´ Why did you start your (beauty) blog?
I dont have one. Why would i?

´ What do you think is the best feature about yourself?
=]] oh, you can find that out yourself ~ xD

Magazine Cover Design!

I didn't post yesterday bcuz i was

busy and i was lazy anyway.

And i wanna sleep..

Now..

=D

Nevertheless, my mag design =]]

Also.. I've been tagged =] Wait for the post tommorow (yah, i know its boring) xDD

Blogger's pissing me off cz my line spacing's just soo big =[

RAWR

I WANT EMO HAIR

Cloudy..

Good News All!!

I made use of my Saturday Bear ><

=DD

Other than that,

today's just pretty wrecked up and sad.

Remember the times we used to spend together skipping classes?

I'll never forget them.

You're the one I wanna be with.

I have no regrets.

More tags =DD

I couldn't post last night cause I was halfway typing when my mum called me to go to bed..

So this will be yesterday's post =]

Woah..

I got tagged 3 times

By two people =]

Yeah.. sucks =[

I'll just do them anyway.

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1. The person who tagged you is : Kimbo =D
2. Your relationship with him/her is : Twin Fairy !
3. Your first impression of him/her is: I really wanna know her.
4. The most memorable moments with he/she is: Sometime during sports day or during the preps for Sports Day i think.
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: _____ xD
7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that: Nth. Or. Learn to cook.
If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do: Not see her
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: Broke my trust
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: See her lol. Havent done so in weeks!
11. Your overall impression on him/her is: unique in her own way :)
12. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: Nth
13. The most ideal person you want to be is: me =D
14. For people who care and love you, say something to them: Really? Thx! ^^
15. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1. Hwei Mynn
2. Melvyn
3. Rachel
4. Kimbo
5. Poh Ming
6. Tze Win
7. Nick
8. Sherly
9. Mich
10. Xiao Huei

16. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
a lot lol ~
17. Is 9 a male or a female?
Female
18. What is 2 studying at the moment?
His SPM
19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
Nick n Mich
20. What kind of music does 8 like?
LOL...idk
21. Does 1 have any siblings?
yup
22. Is 4 single?
yup
23. What is the surname of 5?
Ding
24. What's the hobby of 3?
Lol. Er.. Drums and guitars =D
25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
Sure~ they're cousins =D
26. Where is 10 studying at?
I dont know..she's my kindie best friend and after that i lost contact..
27. Say something casual about your eyes:
they're big..
28. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
nop~ xD
29. Where does 9 live?
Singapore..Jurong myb
30. What colour does 4 like?
Black and Red, now PINK! ^^
31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
yep=]
32. Does 2 like 7?
i dont really think so..
33. How did you get to know 8?
School.
34. Does 3 have any pets?
dont think so
35. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
of course! xD
36. Are you sexy?
no, im fat =]
37. What am I doing now?
couple of stuffs

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All 21 people that are listed out must do this unless you don't have a blog.Write the names of 21 friends you can think of right now.Then answer the following questions, if you don't know the real answer, say you are guessing.

1. Kimmie

2. Michelle Tay

3. Nick =]

4. Tze Win

5. Melvyn

6. Christina

7. Sherly

8. Rachel

9. Wern Cher

10. Nicholas Lee

11. Vivien

12. Chun Keat

13. Nuraini

14. Kevin

15. Poh Ming

16. Hwei Mynn

17. Tulsy

18. Natalie

19. Christine Lee

20. Nicole

21. Nikki

How did you meet 13[Nuraini]?

School

What would you do if 4[Tze Win] and 5[Melvyn] dated?

Eeewww..

Have you seen 11[Viven] cry?

I've never met her =x

Would 18[Natalie] and 19[Nicole] make a good couple?

You tell me.. They're sisters..

Do you think 2[Michelle Tay] is attractive?

LOL hell yeah. lol -.-

What is 15[Poh Ming]'s fav colour?

Er. Wood?

When was the last time you talked to 12[Chun Keat]?

Last Wednesday at Sunway Lagoon

What language does 16[Hwei Mynn] speak?

Er. Eng, BM, lil Mandarin.. maybe canton, she never told i think><><

Who is 21[Nikki] going out with?

Ask her brother[3]! ><

Would you ever date 14[Kevin]?

no=] too young..

Does 17[Tulsy] secretly dream about 10[Nicholas Lee]?

Eeewww.. hope not..

What is the best thing about 20[Nicole]?

She's nice and has a TWIN! =D

What would you like to tell 18[Natalie] right now?

Nth. lol. See you?

Does 9[Wern Cher] wanna be gay?

Wow.. she's a girl anyway.. so no.

Have you ever kissed 8[Rachel]?

LOL no !

What is the best memory you have of 6[Christina]?

The getting to know her parts.. and lagoon i guess=]

When is the next time you are gonna see 7[Sherly]?

tmrw! =D

How is 3[Nick] different than 4[Tze Win]?

The only difference is one is shorter but older xDD[Nick]

Is 1[Kimmie] hot?

LOL rather yeah.

What was your first impression of 11[Vivien]?

Dunno. Nick just says she's tomboyish xDD oh yeah. Matured=] Very=]

How did you meet 12[Chun Keat]?

School

Is 20[Nicole] your best friend?

hmmm..

Do you hate 18[Natalie]?

Lol never=]

Have you seen 6[Christina] in the last month?

Yep

Would 5[Melvyn] eat something that you cooked?

Guess not=]

Have you been to 21[Nikki]'s house?

Lol yeah but only at the porch ><

When is the next time you will see 14[Kevin]?

tmrw^^

Are you in love with 15[Poh Ming]?

...

Have you been to the movies with 16[Hwei Mynn]?

Yep

Have you gotten in trouble with 7[Sherly]?

Myb ><

Would you give 8[Rachel] a hug?

yeah :)

Has 2[Michelle Tay] ever lied to you on purpose?

I'll believe she hasn't=]

Is 19[Christine Lee] good at flirting?

Lol she's cute><

Do you know a secret about 17[Tulsy]?

Hmm... Na =]

Describe the relationship between 18[Natalie] and 19[Christine Lee].

Same school

What's the best thing about your friendship with 16[Hwei Mynn]?

She can be there for me when i needed her ><

Have you ever slept with 9[Wern Cher]?

LOL nonono =D

How long have you known 1[Kimmie]?

Er..coming 6 months.lol

Does 3[Nick] have a boyfriend?

No. He has me=]

Have you ever wanted to punch 18[Natalie] in his face?

Lol yeah when i called her cz i couldn't reach nicholas, and i called like 20+times but she didn't answer><>

Does 9[Wern Cher] want to meet your parents?

no..why would she?

How did you meet 10[Nicholas Lee]?

Dunno.. the stupid brother who kicked me and laughed when i was little @@

Do you purposely physically hurt 5[Melvyn]?

Lol i might have..

Do you live close to 13[Nuraini]?

Nop

What is 6[Christina]'s fav food?

um..korean?

What kind of car does 11[Vivien] have?

Idk if she drives...

Have you travelled anywhere with 15[Poh Ming]?

Emm.. think so><

If you give 12[Chun Keat] one million bucks, what would she do with it?

Buy lots of bread -.- its in his facebook quiz -.-

=]]

Day Bears ?? =]

I bought myself a Saturday Bear!
Its really cute and.. it moves. LOL

i just don't know what to do with it..
=[

Anyway, I still don't know what to do with it. I could've GIMPed the images but its like.. almost 5 in the morning so.. yeah.. too lazy x]

Hmmmmm....

I made him pose!

=DD

I decide to maybe sling it to my pencil box, when i get it back =]

I left it in my Sunday School since weeks ago ><

Also...

A tribute to my friend to show off his car xD

Don't cry dear =]

Tag =]

1. The person who tagged you is : Christina Lee Min Soo

2. Your relationship with him/her is : Friend

3. Your first impression of him/her is: Dam pretty lol

4. The most memorable moments with he/she is: Outings.. meeting her for the first time =]

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is: ((I think I've yet to hear it..hmmm=S))

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that: Breaking up with *eh hem* first so she can spend time with me xD

If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do: Cry

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: Dunno.. she wont be my enemy unless she burns my family on purpose or somethin..

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Wish her and Melvyn could last forever.

11. Your overall impression on him/her is: Very pretty, very hardworking.

12. The characteristic you hate most about yourself: Nothin. I love me.

13. The most ideal person you want to be is: The best of 'me'.

14. For people who care and love you, say something to them: Thx. Its very touching that you do. Yea, and thx. =D

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1. Christina

2. Nicholas

3. Michelle Tay

4. Ding xD

5. Kimberly

6. Tze Win

7. Chun Keat

8. Sherly

9. Lye Hwei Mynn

10. Rachel Choe

11. Edward Tay

16. Who is 6 having a relationship with?

Many.. xDD

17. Is 9 a male or a female?

Female

18. What is 2 studying at the moment?

SAM

19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?

Kim and Nick

20. What kind of music does 8 like?

Hannah Montana? =S dont really know...

21. Does 1 have any siblings?

Yep.

22. Is 4 single?

Yeah.

23. What is the surname of 5?

Teoh

24. What's the hobby of 3?

Im not sure.. playing the flute maybe..

25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?

Yeah. Pity 7 maybe xD

26. Where is 10 studying at?

Sri Sedaya

27. Say something casual about your eyes:

I like them =]

28. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?

LOLOL... Yeah he's my fiance now..

29. Where does 9 live?

Somewhere not near my house

30. What colour does 4 like?

Wood I think. She likes antique stuffs =]

31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?

They're friends.. dunno about good friends

32. Does 2 like 7?

Yep.

33. How did you get to know 8?

School.

34. Does 3 have any pets?

Don't think so..

35. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?

LOL yea? na, my fiance's more sexy xD

36. Are you sexy?

To Nicholas, yeah, to me no. Im fat =]

37. What am I doing now?

This laa...

Haircut??

Okayy..
So today..after many days of envy..I put on emo makeup.. =D

And then took a picture, edited it (put some emo hair, sparkles etc) and...

Wa La...

The end result?

I look like a 'lala' (some people call it jpop) girl... #$%^

=]

Comments and critics welcome. ^^

And so she pushes all the work to me, Louise, Wern Cher, Rachel, and whoever else i choose.. *wicked grin*
=D

My Magazine - Events - Background Layout (Images are then inserted with a contrasting border) :



I had one more, but it wont load. Its basically a sketched image of the first..

Critics and comments welcome =]

Let Me Scream My Lungs Out, Direct My Confused Heart

Its so hard to see
A broken heart
Though
You may leave me be
The wounds can heal
Pain will evaporate

Anger that was released
Will not be taken back
The memory of it will stay
To those of whom witnessed
It is weak
To let this emotion owerpower
And so I've heard

But let this die here
The memory of pain will stay
Let the feeling die
Cz no one deserves
To hold the pain of heartache
For anyone else

...

Don't frown
Its not your fault
My dear
=]

May the Stars Watch Over You When I am Not There.

Baby when I'm not there
The stars will look down at you
Shining their brightest light
And baby you will know
That I'm looking out for you

The stars that shine upon you tonight
And every night
Are the stars that look after you
Look at them
And you will find me there

May its warmth comfort your heart
Just as mine would
And close your eyes my dear
Another day is ending
Let your worries fly
I'm here with you tonight

So near yet so far.

Ickkyy. My guardian angel ~